Silence ... Introspection

For good or bad or may be this is a phase everyone has with no particular consequences .... I am changing .

Silence is becoming the integral me opposite to what i have been . And I am enjoying silence ... why may be thats a another article!! i wanna see here why that silence actually came.

May be this is becouse there is much noise in and around me . And with every new sound i hear a collison in my processing unit .And that collision is resulting in further noise .So i am curbing a source of sound .. my own vocal cord . I dont wish to add more noise.And the feeling of enoyment is helping me in my implementation .When this noise settles down may be the silence loses its hold.

May be it is becouse currently i have a less faith in the person i see in the mirror.I am not satisfied with him .And thus i don't want to listen to him . Neither i wish to judge him nor vouch for him . I am not allowing him to speak .Atleast not before i reconcile my diffrenced with him and be on the same plateform with him or i gain my lost ground with him.

May be i am in a perceiving mode.Opposite from running away from the noise ,i wish to absorb all the noise and analyze it.Rather than association of every event to my past ,present,future..or broadly to myself , i want to associate it to a anonymous identity which is clearly visible from me and does'nt effect me. And than have a eye of the GOD to understand him.I am in a continous conversation with this anonymous person and may be too busy to speak and break my silence.

May be i want to remain floating ,not giving myself to either yes or no .Becouse some how i am not seeing either yes or no being false.And with every thought my mind want to communicate through my vocal cord , i see a exactly opposite thought clearly visible and not false . And rather than making a half true statement or a equivocal statement ........ I am preferring silence.

The untraceable ...

Here i am talking about a movie.. though not completely so.... but i will take a start ...

In this movie a guy do torture killing and stream it live on internet .His killing methods are particular ... the guy he is torturing dies faster as more people log into the website ...and this is flashed well and clear on his website .
Guess what ..!! yeah site hits record numbers of the viewers....

And that was just a movie.. but what about the reality .. if it happens will our moral judgement stop us from being there at the site .

This question didnt popped out in my mind after watching the movie.. but after the so called
media outrage issue..

Media covered the whole event of 26/11 in the worst possible manner ... giving locations of the commando sites ... covering live all the bullets and fire.. and in the end showing the faces of deads as the triumph .. then there was the coverage of public views at the gathering at India gate which biasedly highlighted extreme sentiments ...

Now starts the scrutiny was .. media justified or rather wasnt it was just mad...??
See this question in the light of two facts
first that all the culprit channels got high TRP
Second the fact that there are more than a half century of the news channels competing .. and untill there are extreme views .. public wont watch it
Isnt the situation of media ...rather difficult .It has to save the same grass it eat .

I guess even if the next time ..god forbid.. something like 26/11 took place people will go for all the extreme opinion...
Guess who are in the news nowadays... Someone who wants to give the sacrifice of a police officer ..communal colure ... A certain someone who will welcome Hindu Terrorist ...
And then we boast of a right of free expression ...

My article is quite messed up.. but i guess this country is way more than this article...

The Onus of brilliance ....

Indeed it sounds catchy and doubtful but then never far from true ...

I will start of with an example....
" A group of kids are playing in a park .They see a pregnant women coming . Now in this group we just have one kid who understands what a pregnant women looks like and understands that woman they were witnessing was indeed pregnant . To all other "the woman" remain a fat old lady who cant even properly walk. . In there childish humor they starts making fun of her , even to the point of teasing her . Here comes our "the brillant kid " who knows the situation and repercurssions of what is happening out there .He tries to stop them.... but end up being a outcast , becouse he is in minority and what he can see clearly other even cant imagine ...""

boom back from the story ,story doesn't ends here.Manytime having a good indepth vision end up making you unsocial .Because next time those kids will not include you in theie jokes.

But what for a stupid joke ... can we really talk about life here ?? humm .. i guess yes...
The existence of the in depth vision truely makes you a leader but then leader is just one .. when u are outstanding in a group .. u r not in the group...

Talk about other extreme "" WHEN YOUR BRILLIANCE IS ACCEPTED "". You are made GOD , the only human with a gifted intellectual standards. And expectations and ambitions of your nears and dears become monsters.Suddenly killing your free mind set and binding u to the orthodox way of thinking.

Why then be a brilliant ? why not a clown..?Or what if society stop tagging people !!Its little big question , nd where i dont have my views supporting the yrs or no...

What is unrealistic in movie ?

Once a lady came to me and asked in a jolly mood " how was the movie ? " , you wish to know the name of it , its bachna ae haseeno .....

My comment was :-  "i didn't liked as it was unrealistic " and hey i did the crime for the hour atleast .I was surrounded and grounded by three human personalitis  Richa , Rachna and Ravish ....  

Before i could analyze the situation , Ravish burped "what do you mean by realistic ?" 

Rachna :- "What was the last movie u liked ?"

"As happens you answer the girls unknowingly with priority :/"i said "the dark night ".

To Ravish "The plot .. story .. i wasnt drawn into it .. cant relate it to whats possible "

 Ravish :- " so what was so realistic about the movie  dark night you can relate it to reality .."

My brain " Oh my God , What the fuck ... Get lost u loser "

My mouth "The movie grows on the plateform it takes and i found it befitting to the plateform it assumed ... i never went to see reality in there  ... it was a fantasy movie ... i assume u know that you dont search reality in the fanatasy movies ... and realistic and reality are two diffrent themes... I liked the movie becouse of its thrill"

Richa "what was so thrilling ... it wasnt a suspense movie "

My brain was yelling loud to give them a punch ... my mouth the modest me =/ "thrill can be any thing which can give you adrenaline rush ... and this time it was the way Mr joker kills and unfolding plot .."

Richa :- "how can you say it wasnt realistic ... yeah it as stupid ... but you can find some people might doing it "

........................My brain "fuck up and shut up ...""

..........there on i went quite .....

Their i realised that these people may have neve given enough stress on their grey cells to understand why they like a movie ... any thing you tell them howsoever unrealistic ... but dreamy .. they are happy .....

and that may be is not wrong , 

So when u dont like a movie never say i dont like the movie .... no resons ... becouse ur audience may not know what thrill ..or realistic... or fantasy or drama means ... but they may still try to pull you out of ur skull ... and if you are like a modest me =/...